But it’s all done,
And we’re having fun.

Because we put the gin in oxygen
While we whisper within the din
We know we like to laugh
But you never know when’s enough
We have no description,
But we have inhibiton

I went on a date with a pit in my gut,
Because my date went and stood me up.
A dog just did a shit,
And I went and stepped right in it.
It’s just all for one,
And one for none.

Although it’s done,
We’ll never stop having fun.

Because we put the gin in oxygen
While we whisper in the din
We know we like to laugh
But you don’t know when’s enough
We may not have a description
But we have inhibition
Which may just give me a position
For ammunition.

Just abort on that sharp retort
And just calm down
Or We’ll be let down
Let them go.

Because we put the gin in oxygen
While we whisper in the din
We know we like to laugh
But you never know when’s enough
We may not have a description
But we have inhibitions
Which may just get us positions
For our prescriptions

Mend a broken promise,
Fill the pit in my stomach.

We get high, we go down,
I get up, I spin around.
Did you try, to get by?
Or did you bail, like you failed?
Shame about, your fancy car,
It never did, get you far.

So hear me out,
A new door’s opened in your life,
and I’ve just booted you through it.
Slam the door,
And tell them again.
I really hope you remembered
They actually owe me twice.

Mend a broken promise,
Fill the pit in my stomach.

We get high, we go down,
I get up, I spin around.
Did you try, to get by?
Or did you bail, like you failed?
Shame about, your fancy car,
It never did, get you far
So just get out of my way

You’re living in a social pit,
You know I never wanna be a part of it.
You tried to drag me down
And now you brought this upon yourself

We get high, we go down
I get up, I spin around.
Did you try, to get by?
Or did you bail, like you failed?
Shame about, your fancy car,
It never did, get you far
So just get out of my way
[2x]

Its a carefree world,
With no entry fee.
Its a carefree world,
Where I can always be free.

I dream of a world
Where the night isn’t feared.
The stars are revered.
The sky is a dark canvas
And minimalism isn’t the focus.

Its a carefree world,
With no entry fee
Its a carefree world,
Where I’ll always be free.

I dream of a world,
Where dusk and dawn,
Is never the same.
Where the sky takes me up
And the river cleanses my soul.

There are no cares,
And it’s always fair.

Its a carefree world,
With no entry fee.
Its a carefree world,
Where I’ll always be free.

This carefree world,
Is dear to me
This carefree world.
Will forever be.
Forever mine.

I spend a week with a pit in my stomach,
Blood rush, sudden adrenaline, constant ache.
This is a week in Heaven (Hell)
Surreptitiously looking in your direction,
I could describe you in a million ways
I could do it in 7 days.

My mind is wandering away,
My friends know what is happening today.
They wander to a different room,
A different place.
And suddenly I have fallen into a trap
This is a week in Hell (Heaven)

I spend a week with a pit in my stomach,
Blood rush, sudden adrenaline, constant ache.
This is a week in Heaven (Hell)
Surreptitiously looking in your direction,
I could describe you in a million ways
I could do it in 7 days.

I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes
or my mind off of you.
I don’t know why I have suddenly lost all self-control
Take a picture, it’ll last longer.
Write it down, it’ll help.
Somehow, it doesn’t.

I spend a week with a pit in my stomach,
Blood rush, sudden adrenaline, constant ache.
This is a week in Heaven (Hell)
Surreptitiously looking in your direction,
I could describe you in a million ways
I could do it in 7 days.
[2x]

I feel like I’ve just been possessed
I don’t know what happened.
I think it’s time I got on with my life.

As dark as the night, As light as the day.
If only life were as easy as the
day and night.
As far as I know,
I’m missing you to death
And I’m hitting loose targets.

The paper is being torn up,
And glued together again.
I’m so confused, I just don’t
understand a thing these days
I can’t seem to get the message,
I seem to be disconnected.

As dark as the night, As light as the day.
If only life were as easy as the
day and night.
As far as I know,
I’m missing you to death
And I’m hitting loose targets.

Yeah, sometimes it’s as dark as the day
And as Light as the night.
As far as I know…

If only death were as hard as
writing this song…
If only death were as hard as
bearing this pit in my stomach…
If only death were as hard as
fighting down this addiction, my desire.

As dark as the night, As light as the day.
If only life were as easy as the
day and night.
As far as I know,
I’m missing you to death
And I’m hitting loose targets.
[2x]

Walking on lonely paths on dark days,
Living it up on light nights.
But to each his own.
Maybe one day I’ll forgive you.

Why do you say Never say Never,
When you’re the one saying it?
Why do you tell me to shut up,
When you’re the one talking?
It ironic, but it’s not iron.
I’m warm, but I’m cold.
I never said I’d stay, but I never said I’d go.

I’ve been torn to pieces so many times
I can’t even put myself back together.
So I lay on the floor, in pieces
Someone come put me back together.
The leaves are whirling in the wind,
It’s so cold, but my heart is colder.

Why do you say Never say Never,
When you’re the one saying it?
Why do you tell me to shut up,
When you’re the one talking?
It’s ironic, but it’s not iron.
I never I’d stay, but I never said I’d go.

Now the rain is falling,
From best friend to boyfriend
And back again.
The paper walls are falling in.

Why do you say Never say Never,
When you’re the one saying it?
Why do you tell me to shut up,
When you’re the one talking?
It’s ironic, but it’s not iron.
I never I’d stay, but I never said I’d go.
[2x]

Practice what you preach
Don’t be a hypocrite
Give us your secret
And we’ll take it to the grave
Just cross your t’s and dot your i’s
And we’ll simply overlook your lies.

We’re all unique, and we’re all very different.
Life is what we make it, so make it good.
Why waste your life?
We don’t know what’s on the other side.
So just do the best you can

Practice what you preach
Don’t be a hypocrite
Give us your secret
And we’ll take it to the grave.
Just cross you’re t’s and dot you i’s
And we’ll just overlook your lies

I’ve seen what you are
And it’s not good.
What don’t you throw away
Everything that’s under the hood?

Practice what you preach
Don’t be a hypocrite
Give us your secret
And we’ll take it to the grave.
Just cross you’re t’s and dot you i’s
And we’ll just overlook your lies
[Rpt 2x]

Stepping on all the cracks on the sidewalk,
runnin’ under every ladder I see.
There’s a black cat in front of me,
Oh, it’s not me, I’m just bad luck lucky.

Other people are superstitious,
Superficial, not-official.
The media is so confusing,
In the end, its our head we’re losing.
They call themselves our reporters,
They call themselves our informers.
Truth is, they’re just fakes,
And the truth is what they take.

Stepping on all the cracks on the sidewalk,
runnin’ under every ladder I see.
There’s a black cat in front of me,
Oh, it’s not me, I’m just bad luck lucky.

They’ll look sincere,
(The truth is what they fear)
They’ll make look it honest and true,
(The truth is what we’ll lose)
But it’s actually just chocolate covered shit.
(Sweet on the outside, shit on the inside)

Stepping on all the cracks on the sidewalk,
runnin’ under every ladder I see.
There’s a black cat in front of me,
Oh, it’s not me, I’m just bad luck lucky.
[Rpt 2x]
(An eye for an eye,
A tooth for a tooth.
Tell the truth
And we’ll take it to the grave)

I’ll just stand here and admire you from afar
Because I know that you’ll never give me the time of day
Or any other time for that matter.

We’ve never talked,
I know you only by sight.
I’m obsessed, I think I love you
You’re everything I’ve ever dreamed of

My friends are annoyed
They call this an infatuation,
puppy love, a crush
I say, are you kidding?
More like unrequited love.

I’ll just stand here and admire you from afar
Because I know that you’ll never give me the time of day
Or any other time for that matter.

We’ve never talked,
I know you only by sight.
I’m obsessed, I think I love you
You’re everything I’ve ever dreamed of
Your eyes, your mouth, even your smell
It draws me in, ever closer
How can you not notice the effect you have on me?

People have said it’s better to have loved and lost
than to have never loved at all
But I’ll say this:
This Unrequited love simply ruins the
the taste of peanut butter.

You just walked by again
You just look so good
(What am I thinking?)
I think you just looked at me
(Who am I kidding?)
Why do I feel this way?
We’ve never talked,
I know you only by sight.
I’m obsessed, I think I love you
You’re everything I’ve ever dreamed of
Your eyes, your mouth, even your smell
It draws me in, ever closer
How can you not notice the effect you have on me?
[Rpt 2x]

John was sitting on the curb, thinking of the blood he had smelled on Dave, hours before, but even now, in the cold and crisp night air, it still burned in his nostrils. He couldn’t tell Dave, nor could he trust him. He thought of running away, but that would be bad. He would have to see Dave when he went to work and… No, he couldn’t do it. Too complicated. Maybe John had been cutting up some pork, for the tonight’s party. But unfortunately, there was no pork of any kind to be found on the menu. It was getting cold. He’d better get inside before he got pneumonia. John stood up, and turned toward the house, and began to walk to the front door.

John also thought of the time, a few weeks ago. he had been walking home from the train station, as he always did. He’d heard a commotion in a nearby alley. He’d had walked near it, and chanced a peek around the corner, his heart pounding, his stomach twisting together in fear. There were three shrouded figures in the darkness. Two standing, and one on the ground, leaning against the wall.One, particular figure had stood out to him, the one with the crowbar, but not for that fact. It was because he was familiar. it was Dave, from work, the nice, popular one. John tried not to make a sound, for fear he would be the next victim. They weren’t speaking too loudly, but John got the gist that the man on the floor owed Dave and the unknown man some money. John then heard something mumbled but dangerous and he’d run away, trying not to make too much sound, but also trying to get away. He couldn’t hear, but he could imagine what was happening. The image terrified and disgusted him. and he had ran away, and took the really, really, long way home.

Back in the present, John had just walked into a chugging contest. All the guests looked menacing somehow. He didn’t think, just watched.  It amazing to see how much these men (and some women) could drink in such a short amount of time. The chant was deafening. John wandered back to the living room, and plopping down onto a couch. He sighed. What on earth was he going to do?

Later, Dave, searched for John. Dan and Al had long since disappeared somewhere and everyone else was sniffing coke. Perfect. Dave walked over to the John’s designated bedroom. Entirely silent, even for loud breathing. He opened the door. John, was sitting on his bed, reading a book. John looked up at Dave. “Hello Dave. What are you doing here?” John asked. Dave hesitated. Then he said. “John, I have to talk to you. In private. We’ll have to go outside. You’d better grab your jacket”, Dave nodded at the discarded jacket. “Let’s go.”

John nervously followed Dave outside. Holy shit. Dave had somehow found out he had eavesdropped on his murderous beating and wanted to kill him. Oh shit. What the fuck do I do now? John thought desperately. Do I knock him out? No, that’s just dumb. In the middle of John’s musings, Dave had led John out to the middle of the road. Oh shit. Dave was frowning. Oh… shit? Is that what people do before they kill? Oh shit. Stop thinking. Dave’s talking now.

“I am about to tell you something”, Dave was saying. What’s this? No cocky swagger? Nothing but unadulterated seriousness emanated from Dave. John looked around. Hidden entirely from the house. What the fuck? I’d better listen to Dave.

“You cannot tell anyone else. This is crucial and important. Do you understand?” Dave was looking straight into John’s eyes. John could not help but stare right back. “I understand what you just said. But-” John was cut off by Dave. “I know this is very confusing so just bear with me”. He smiled. “I am an undercover policeman and I need your help.”